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Poems by Meghan ''Jaden'' Wyandt (2006)
| Poem by Meghan ''Jaden'' Wyandt(2006) |
Meghan ''Jaden'' Wyandt
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Poem by Meghan ''Jaden'' Wyandt
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© Meghan ''Jaden'' Wyandt
Waiting to Take the Next Step
Sometimes things are written
Sometimes things are said
And no matter how it appears
Some things are never meant
But for me to lie in these words I write
Would make me just like them
And I really truly feel these things
Though I never thought to again
My life, once dark, has gained new light
As if this were meant to be
I sit and wonder, just how this thing
Could happen to such as me
I laugh, I smile, and enjoy my life
These things I thought long dead
When I get these feelings of brand new life
Thougts go racing through my head:
What made you this nice, can it truly be
That this isnt some cruel trick?
Have I found someone who thinks with his heart
Instead of only his
I spent time thinking and adjusting
Spent time away from you
By god the more time Im away
The more these things come true
Only a short time Ive been with you
I cant get you out of my head
I guess that means youre supposed to be there
And there you go again
In the shor time that Ive been with you
Ive been made to realize
That I love you more each and every day
But with my heart, not eyes
My heart has been telling me something
That my brain just didnt accept
But now that it has Im waiting
Waiting to take the next step
(2006)
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No One More Important Than You
I can take downpours of insults
The pain of loneliness
I can even take a few stray tears
And a spoken word’s coarseness
But what hurts my heart most
Is when I find I’ve been deceived
Led to understand
What I had was love achieved
Retrieved,
To be believed.
I thought I was saved
From the bitter feeling of worthlessness
I thought there would be nothing but joy
And instead I get childish cruelness
No communication, no word of warning
A lot of maturing you have yet to do
Before you’re fit for anyone
But what hurts my heart most
Is when my emotions are abused
My heart is rent
By you bruised
Misused
Utterly refused.
I’ve played men’s silly games
I’ve listened to their silly excuses
I’ve been subject to acts of petty trickery
And the object of their misuses
No more for them will I belittle myself
You turned out just like the rest
And the one thing I learned from another like you
No one is more important to you than you.
(2006)
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Not Even My Own Hero
Lost
In the darkness of my mind
Helpless
No support can I find
Alone
I cower in a corner
Confused
Can’t follow a simple order
Shamed
I hide behind my hands
Disturbed
My mind’s fragile order disbands
Crying
I bury my sorrow deep inside
Angry
My wants tossed aside
Lashing out
I let my anger show
Submissive
Can’t even be my own hero
(2006)
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Lost in Confusion
Blackness indiscernible
Feelings of bewilderment
My mind in shambles
Common sense seems so distant
Often misunderstood
Assumed to be thick headed
Insults I’d stand if I could
Raining down like acid
Hopelessness filling my heart
A steady trickle of dread
That will one day tear me apart
And, I fear, leave my mind dead
(2006)
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Someday
Someday
Im gonna break free from these chains and keep on
Flying
Someday
Im gonna realize that I get no where by
Crying
I dont need someone to hold me up
I wont let anyone hold me back
Someday
Im gonna set my sights ahead and never look
Backward
Someday
Im gonna run with the best and keep on goin'
Forward
I wont let anyone hold me up
And I'll always watch my own back
(2006)
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